Thursday, August 7, 2014

Di Mana Hati?


Sering aku persoal, mengapa & kenapa aku di sini? Ini periuk nasi aku, tempat di mana aku mencari sesuap nasi. Tapi kenapa? aku x pernah rasa keseronokkan walaupun ditawarkan gaji yg cukup mbuatkan penerimanya senang hati tanpa perlu memikirkan kesempitan. Mengapa ya? aku masih lg tercari-cari apa yg sebenarnya aku inginkan.


Aku x mahu lg menabur bakti di sini, hati aku telah lama pergi meninggalkan perasaannya di sini. Tapi aku perlu juga memikirkan tentang kehidupan aku. Lagi-lagi setelah memiliki keluarga. Bermcm perkara aku perlu fikirkan. Aku x boleh lg fikirkan tentang diri sendiri. Tapi semua benda ni membuatkan aku x ikhlas untuk mencari rezeki. Kerana aku merasa terpaksa atas apa yg aku lakukan

Bilakah semua ini berakhir?

Bilakah aku akan temui kepuasan dlm pekerjaan yg aku lakukan?

Bilakah semua ini akan aku temui?

Hanya Allah sahaja mampu menjawabnya. Apa yg termampu, aku just "go with the flow" even sukar, susah.




Friday, June 6, 2014

[SOLEMNIZATION eQa & MJ] Part 3 - Finally, We Hold a Title as Husband & Wife !




"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person"

Alhamdulillah, syukur segala apa yg dirancang dpt berjalan dengan sempurna. Walaupun ada sedikit cacat celanya, tp dengan berkat doa semua majlis tetap berjalan hinga ke akhirnya. Alhamdulillah, syukur ;)


"Happy is the man who finds a true friend and FAR happier is he who finds that true friend is his wife"

"Value the people who sacrifice their SOMETHING for you,, because maybe THAT something was their EVERYTHING"

"Go for someone whose not only proud and glad to have you, BUT will also take every risk and effort just to be with YOU"

 "I LEARN from yesterday, LIVE for today and HOPE for tomorrow"

"You don't need someone to complete you. You only need someone to accept you COMPLETELY"


#Note to my HUBBY#
I ain't perfect to be with you. But you choose to spent your whole life with me. I am glad that i am the lucky one. I will love you, till the end of the word. You are the man i adore to live with. Thank you so much hubby because you made my life complete.

For those who still find your true love, the best luck to all of you. Don't be afraid to be honest to your heart. Let 'them' speak what inside. For me, if i am still afraid to say that i like him and do love him, we still a friend. Hahaha. Don't afraid to face the risk because you are fighting for your own happiness. ;) Guys, wish me luck okay? I am still in learning process & migrate my life from single to a housewife !! *awkward*

I am Mrs. Mat Jeng @ Mrs. Zulkifli