Hubungan Kami Belum Cukup Matang

Perhubungan kami tak sampai setahun jagung, namun kami telah dihujani dengan pelbagai asam garam dugaan yg kadangkala cukup mencabar. setiap minggu, tanpa putus, pergaduhan itu mesti. adakah dia pasangan yg ckup serasi bg eqa? bisik hati kecil, bersumpah YA, dialah pilihan yg tepat.

Tetapi hanya sebab musabab yg remeh, pergaduhan yg menjadi satu kemestian bg kami itu akan berlarutan sehingga berhari-hari. Kurang persefahaman? masing-masing ego? tiada toleransi each other? pasti ada tertanam sifat itu dalam benak hati kami, YA, kami gagal mengawal, gagal mengelak, kami terlalu ikutkan hati, maka inilah kesannya. Tapi sampai bila?

# Cemburu t'hadap pasangan

# Bad mood

# Sifat cuai

# Tidak percaya

# Terlalu obses

# Garang

# Tidak sihat

# Letih

# Stress

eqa yakin. yakin sepenuhnya, ini ujian daripadaNya untuk menguatkan kasih syg antara kami. perit, pedih, merana, sakit semua ada. tetapi apakan daya, kita hanya manusia sesungguhnya tidak mampu untuk mengawal semua itu drpd berlaku. Cuma apa yg diharapkan, kami terus tabah. Insya Allah

Nota kaki, khas untuknya;

Syg, i know.. u are too exhausted with me..everyday, we fighting and argue against each other bcz of something not really important. i feel the same feeling. when u angry toward me on something, without my notice and u hide until i found out. then we start argue and fighting. pain right? not easy for us to understand each other. it take time. and require lots of patient. 

Regarding today's issue, i feel upset. i know, u forgot to grab ur phone at my car then u left ur phone at JB but u will stay at Seremban without your phone!. Oh gosh! u don't do it on purpose. totally i know and i do understand. what make it so issue is, we stay here (seremban) until friday right? phone is soooo important right now. because i cant live wout you!!! that's is why. i need u every second, minute, in my life. so how? how can i live without u IF the phone is not with u!!? then, what happened if someone hv something so important business with you? unable to reach you? how? many things keep mess my mind right now. i am thinking about you, worry about u.. too much T-T

Hope, you will be more careful, dont left any thing which is so important in your life. i didn't meant to hurt your feeling. your 'TQ' status describe everything. and i am so sorry. behave like this. 

i am sorry.